Currently I'm....

Currently I'm....
. feeling a lot more lost than I ever was
. feeling bad for screwing up 
. feeling paranoid over some things which I should never had indulged in
. feeling jealous about things which others could get and that I couldnt
. feeling a little more appreciative towards my parents
. feeling broke as I have to save bout 10k to visit my dreamland by end of this year

. missing her alot
. making amendments to ethics which I should have from the beginning
. quite lazy to layan cept for those who I hold dear within
. thankful to a certain someone for being there
. confuse over petty unnecessary issues which I know it's a waste of time
. not really as hyped up for beer as I was before 

. ranting and bitching alot these days
. getting mood swings easily
. surprisingly loving my life though I'm feeling really lost
. in a state where I crave for more and more attention
. noticing and learning more about myself 
. missing KL

. thankful and I love you heaps!