Just Cuz

With every noise, my heart beats faster

Is it fear or horrific imagination?

Is it wrong to want to believe? 

To believe that things can be good? 

But, I can't. 

Cuz, when everything seems to look bright again, 

God slaps you in the face to remind you that 

it isn't.

Liz

A lil something done by a friend.

To me, it's Lovely

It reminds me of something.

My past, and things happen in these few years.

I cant believe I'm actually 21,

I cant believe I've change my lifestyle for months now.

I cant believe my dad and mom is actually, getting older and older, day by day.

I cant believe someone who was used to be so close to me, had become a stranger to me.

Memories flying back.

I realize, I used to choose to delete things that I doesn't want to remember of. But these memories wasn't delete of as what I thought, it just hiding somewhere in a safe box inside my brain, where it wont appear automatically if I did not open the safe box.

I realize, time flies.

And I miss you.